Saturday, November 14, 2009
{ Saturday, November 14, 2009 }
I feel so weird.
I'm not getting any better, and in fact, I'm getting even more sick.
Everything is stuck at my chest & nose, and I can hardly sleep well at night.
I don't feel like talking to anyone, or doing anything.
Enough said, I really need a job right now.
I even prayed hard that I'll get one soon,
cos' I can't stand the way my dad work just to get money to pay for his medication.
He should'nt even work right now,
after the operation on his wrist.
Just as I thought I was getting better,
Irfan♥ took all the trouble to bring 2 bicycles under my blk. (THANKS!)
AND, halfway through the journey, I decided to U-turn and head home.
Since my chest had some blockage,
I got tired easily eventhough it wasn't even a quarter of the journey.
Yeah, I'm sick, and I wanna work.
That's how rabak my situation is right now.
:(
Friday, November 13, 2009
{ Friday, November 13, 2009 }
Like my brother always sing, " what is past, is past!"
I don't wish to hold grudges to anyone and anybody anymore.
My days in secondary school are over,
and I don't want anybody to remember me for doing something.
Hahahahahaha.
Just 2 days after O-levels and I can't sit still at home.
Or even have a sleep marathon.
I'm wide awake every minute.
But my head still feels heavy.
Thanks to fever who went inside me in the middle of science paper 1.
PLUS my sinus which have yet to get better,
I forced everything out from my nose and it feels so awfully pain right now.
Talking about sinus, I just realised that I've been bringing tissues since january. Haahahaha!
W/o them, I'll take from Ifah, or Arep, or Shidah or anybody who had tissues. Heh
Anyways, don't mind my blog.
I don't feel like changing anything now.
Sometimes I feel that no one is reading my blog,
so, what I type is what I read.
In case you're reading, just read what I type okay! Hahahaha.
Before I leave, I wanna say THANK YOU to anak sahlan,
who took all the trouble to write me a letter with a photo since long time ago. Hah.
When I read the letter, I smiled to myself and kept thinking about myself the last time.
Nyeh nyeh.
And excuse me, I didn't dragged you to join band tau!
You were my only malay friend at that time, I guess.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA.
Anyways, you must be thinking right now that how life
would be different if you didn't join band.
Girl guides and st.john yer kak? HAHAHAHA
Kay, going cycling with Irfan tmr.
Who wanna come?